the way you make me feel is unlike anything i’ve ever experienced before. you make me feel like i’m dying and flying and living and that my heart just stopped beating but yet is pumping 90 mph all in one moment. you make me feel invisible but vulnerable … but like nothing could ever bring me down. you make me feel like i’m free and yet trapped by your every move. you leave me breathless and yet are the only thing that keeps me breathing. you control my every thought, movement, heart beat. you’ve got me … all of me, and that’s all i can give.
You know what I want more than anything in the world right now? To talk to you, to be with you, this very instant. I want to sit across from you Indian style and look into your eyes and see for myself exactly how they change color in the light. I want to hold your hand in the palm of mine, and trace every line with my fingertips.
you are always here with me, at least in my heart, and it is
impossible for me to remember a time when you were not a part
of me. i do not know who i would have become had you never come
back to me that day, but i have no doubt i would have lived and
died with regrets that thankfully i’ll never know
We become attached to what’s familiar and sometimes we
hold onto things that are safe and predictable even if they are
bad for us. You aren’t some knight in shining armor. You’re just
a guy who’s grown tired of screwing the same girl and you feel
guilty about it. You think that sucks? Why don’t you try being the
one who has to wonder why all the people she loves don’t love her back.
Sometimes it takes hundreds of miles and hours of quiet bus rides to make you remember how much you love someone. I can’t sleep. And I miss you. And the city and I haven’t been breathing the same. It’s never easy, regardless of the season.
I’m not sure you understand what this means to me, what you do to me. I’m willing to prove that you’re the one. I regret to slip away. Now I know it was only you that I’ve been searching for, been missing all this time.
When you’re stuck loving someone, all you wanna do is stay away. But, when that person shows even the smallest gesture of affection, all your efforts of moving on go down the drain. And if there’s no tomorrow, and all we have is here and now, I’m happy just to have you, you’re all the love I need somehow.
With my fingertips, I trace on your bare skin all of the things I’d like to say but cannot speak. You mean everything. There not quite words enough, to tell you all the things that you’ve become for me.
I am the light that warms up your body and sets free the demons inside. I am the one that never ignores you, that never will let you down.
